Ok well... i dont wanna go into details... at ALL but im considering doing something that might just totally tear me up on the inside because im slowly being devouerd by the pure obsessoin with it. This particualar thing used to provide me with so much happyness... but im starting to wonder if i should leave it behind. Its just.... Well... I need prayer, Help me ask God for wisdom about what i should do about the choices i make in the near future... thank you